Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Words cannot even begin to express how lucky I feel. I am so in love with my little girl! Dustin is as well. He is wrapped around her little bitty finger already.
She is starting to smile! I still have yet to capture it on a camera, but just know that it is BEAUTIFUL! :) She mostly smiles at her dad (which breaks my hert for me) lol. But it is good to know that she loves her daddy! I will try and get her smiling on camera soon.
I came back to work last week and its so much harder than I thought it would have been. I knew that I would miss her, but I didnt know that my arms would ache to hold her like they did when she was still in the womb. I miss her like crazy! I am just so glad that I have an amazing family that is so willing to help watch her while Dustin and I work. I am glad that she is away from us for only a short time. I feel  that it is important to have at least one parent with her. (if possible) We are a family that needs to work and I know that there are a lot of moms that need to work and I now know how hard it is to be away. How hard it is to have to work. But I am greatful that I have a job that allows me to work swing shifts. It is a ton easier than early mornings and late nights. And also good for Dustin to be able to have daddy time with her. He enjoys it and I know that she will need it growing up. A girl needs her daddy. I love to see when girls have such loving and great relationships with their dads. I being one of them. :) I love my dad! He is the best I could have asked for!
Updates to come soon!